I’m intimidated

I had two students tell me in the past few weeks that they were afraid or  intimidated.  By drawing.  By fashion.  By the industry.  I’m going to throw it out there and say that they’re intimidated by the people too.  I knew exactly what they meant.  I’ve been intimidated by all those things too.  I’ve cried a lot over them.  There’s good reason to be intimidated.  The players take it very seriously and that can be scary if you aren’t sure of yourself.  But the good news is that there are plenty of very successful people who have also felt intimidated (and are still intimidated sometimes) and they have some lessons to share about forging ahead, raising your hand, speaking up, saying “yes”, and “leaning in.”

I’m going to start with one of my favs, Ms. Bossypants, Tina Fey.

"Yes, and...!"
Bossy AND funny.

She ain’t no fashion lady but she got her start in the rough and tumble world of improvisational theater.  I’m not an expert in this at all but I know the first thing you learn in improv is to say “yes, and….”  One actor sets a scene by possibly saying, “What a lovely day for a picnic.”  Then the next actor builds on that by saying something like, “Yes, and I hope the bees will leave us alone.”  You can already tell where the scene can go just in two lines of dialogue.  Perhaps in a  few more exchanges, it’s escalated to an intense bee war or something. The possibilities are endless.  Tina has said that this way of thinking shaped her career as well with the idea that saying “yes” opened her up to options she didn’t know were possible or that she was quite yet capable of doing.  She said, “‘Say yes, and you’ll figure it out afterward” has helped me to be more adventurous. It has definitely helped me be less afraid.”

I wrote 'Lean In' because I really want to help change the conversation around women from what we can't do to what we can."
“I really want to help change the conversation around women from what we can’t do to what we can.”

Slightly intimidating, crazy successful, COO, superwoman Sheryl Sandberg just published her book, Lean In, in which she discusses women in the workplace, families, careers, and relationships.  It’s based on her TED Talk from 2010 (watch it!) in which she offers a few simple suggestions for women to become successful.  She has some impossibly heavy hitters behind her like Oprah, Elizabeth Warren and Melinda Gates.  However, I wanted to highlight a blog post by Gloria Steinem who speaks to the one thing that I think can totally eradicate fear.  She writes, “Only the birth of the women’s movement made a difference [to me], not because it took away my fear, but because it gave me something I was desperate to say.”  If you find something you’re passionate about, if you tie your work, ideas, vision into a passion or a love, you can overcome any intimidation.

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“What makes a strong female character often goes misinterpreted.”

There’s a lot of pressure to grab the bull by the horns and be aggressive.  It’s not my style at all and I feel a ton of pressure when I am asked to do so.  There’s a young writer named Tavi Gevinson who founded the smart, funny and chocked full of pop culture magazine, rookiemag.  (read it!)  She did a TEDx talk in 2012 called  “A teen just trying to figure it out”  that I think even adults can relate to.  During it she says, “What makes a strong female character is a character who has weaknesses, who has flaws, who is maybe not immediately likable but eventually relatable.”  You don’t have to know everything.  You don’t have to have overwhelming confidence.  You don’t have to be a scary fashion lady to be successful.

Another way to deal with fears is to examine what Angela Lee Duckworth describes in her TEDxBlue talk as your “grit.”  This is the hardest concept to swallow because it’s about practice and tenacity and most people don’t want to do that.  “It’s being in a very uncomfortable place, for some part of your day, working extremely hard, and then to get up and do it all over again.  And again. And again.”  You will have to get out of your comfort zone one day.  You’ll probably have to do it a few times.  But as Susan Jeffers said, “Feel the fear and do it anyway.”

Finally, here’s some practical things to do if you want to be a part of fashion and be informed. (Lack of information is often the source of fear.)  This is just the beginning but these are the best places to start:

Read the following whenever you can:

WSJ, WWD, NYTimes, Vogue (all countries), Style.com, WGSN, local fashion news

Check out these places:

FITMETPMA, University Costume Collections (like Drexel University), fashion section at the nearest library

Keep up with  events:

CFDAMercedes-Benz Fashion Week, Global Fashion Weeks, University and local fashion shows, Magic, Moda, ENK, Premiere Vision

Join a few organizations:

ITAA, FGI, Ecco Domani

Follow websites:

Fashioncenter

Apparelnews

Fashionologie

Fashionista

Racked

NYmag

Most fear erupts because, just like in a scary movie, you wait for it to come to you.  But YOU will say “yes” and go try and find it even if you have no idea how.  You’ll identify your passion and let that do the heavy lifting.  You’ll embrace your flaws and intimidation and do what you can anyway.  And, you’ll persevere.  Why?  Because I’m a scary fashion lady and I said so.

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